War is over,is it not?

bangkok graffitis and such.

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 03:22:24 GMT

photos up another time,
got really great photos on the grand palace or the great palace, or sth.
the temples there are HUGE, and really royally decorated.
stayed at pathuwan hotel for the first three nights, last was at plazzo.
pathuwan is good, while plazzo was big, cause my dad booked the suite;)
HUUUUUUGGGEEEE.
haha, ppl there are real friendly, even though i dont understand what they say-.-
they smile and laugh even when language serves as a barrier.

haha, only one woman pissed me off at the restraunt. then i pissed her off too:)
keep dropping my fork and asking for a new one.
purposely one lah, i'm sure she knows too;)

and one ang moh guy also.
dont let my sister pass thru when she was done with her passport yesterday.
my dad scolded him. FUNNY.
dad:hey,you got a problem there?
angmoh:...
dad:i just asked you to move so that my daughter can pass,is there a problem with that?
angmoh:...
dad:*glares*
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH,
my dad says he dosen't understand.
but i saw him talk to the attendant in english.
stuck my tongue out at him, and stared at him.
totally funny, the look on his face!
HA, stupid, i'm so antagonistic!

oh, and the traffic there is great!
ppl just anyhow one.
and tuktuks are the scariest things on earth.
oh god, they were HELLLLLLLLL RECKLESS.

shopping was great,
but we had more of sightseeing,
cause got my grandmother,uncle and auntie.
cousin tthere also. so we went to a lot of temples,
more of experience.
floating market was good,
nice place, lots of animals, nice ppl, lots of childhood toys and such.

MBK!!!
and platinum are great places to shop:):):):)

oh,I LOVE SITTING IN THE AIRPLANE. its the BEST.
i love to sit at the window seat,
look out all the time.
if i ever have a chance to sit beside you in a plane and at the window seat,
you'd hear me rambling about the scenery and the feeling,
i was such a kid on the rides to and fro bangkok.
really really nice,
idk why, but when the airplane goes "WOOOOOOOSSSSHHHHH" up in the air during take off,
i feel damn excited and then you can see the buildings and all become smaller and smaller and smaller, then the clouds become nearer,
and you can even see different layers!
then once you're up the plane'll tilt,
and then you can see the lands and all from above,
looks like you're falling down!!
then you can walk around when the seatbelt lighht goes off,
and you'd be walking 11 THOUSAND FEET ABOVE THE GROUND!
and i had breakfast and dinner 11 THOUSAND FEET ABOVE THE GROUND!
if i ever go on OCIP and have to take a plane,
please please please let it be by the window seat!!!
i'm gonna go ask for one again if i have to take a plane:)
NIGHT SCENERYS ARE GREAT ON A PLANE!
all the lights on th road form a line,
like a light map!!

eleven thousand feet above the ground,
eleven thousand feet closer to the stars.

haiz, i've woken up from my dream,
now its time to wake up and go brush my teeth.

i have so much to write about,
but i guess its better commited to memory,
its in that way that it is most precious:)

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 06:25:51 GMT

BANG BANG BANG,and you'd all be dead:)

BANG BANG BANG! and you'd all be dead.

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 03:30:01 GMT

YAY TWO DAYS TO BANGKOK!
WOOHOO!
quick!!!
order what you want!

finally gonna be away from the too realistic lives in singapore.
responsibilities,
crap social codes,
lame education systems,
blah blah.

my mother cut my fringe.
now it looks a little like bangs.
haha,
i want the beatles hairstyle!
don't you think that'll be cool?

count down to sherlock holmes!
i really really cant wait!!!
its almost as exciting as mayday concert!!:)
sherlock holmes looks good:]:]
omg cant wait!!!!!
opens on christmas,
think i'd watch when sch reopens,
or after the 30th of dec,
go after sch:)

Repertoire

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 07:33:52 GMT

what's this,uh?
is that a real gun?
is it loaded?
you're children eh.
WHY'RE YOU POINTING IT AT HIM?

i walk through walls,
but would it make you stay?

although i cant help it,
sometimes they're right.
i just cant get you out of my head.

your heart's on fire,
but you're cold to the touch!

on bipolar mode at the moment.
HAHA.
can't stand this man,
i think you'll think i'm mad when you read this.
haha,
okay,confusing sentence.
weimin's house yesterday.
I NVR KNEW THAT Wii RAYMAN'S RAVING RABBIDS WAS SUCH FUN SHIT.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!
SO DAMN HIGH.
like crazy lah.
hahaahahah,
painting was such a joy,
stress relief.

why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
is the bloody government making singaporeans so realistic?
it isn't always a good thing to be too realistic.

a person's gotta dream,
big or small,
it ain't the matter.
what matters is how you achieve it.

oh my god,
i'm dying,
die die die.damn...

HEY!ROLLOVER D.J!

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 11:12:16 GMT

oh yeah,
i'm rocking on to jet!

haha,
cool stuff they have,
serious.
check out their songs and all,
real rock.

nothing much today.
so i'd talk abt sth else.
not as if anyone reads anyways.-.-

www.1x.com

THERE'S NOTHING TO CELEBRATE OVER.
i'm not gonna be celebrating my birthday,
or any other things.
cause i don't see a point in doing so.
cause it isn't worth it.
the world's suffering,
so fucking badly.

imagine,
if you had to rummage through the rubbish that people don't want, to earn your next meal,
if you had to run from the firearms pointed at your head, just because governers can't agree to each other,
if you watch your neighbours,friends,family,relatives,
all vanish,
one by one,
in front of you.

when one day,
you return home from school,
to find your family members lying on the grounds,
in their own pools of blood.

when any moment,
you know that the world,
your world,
would crumble,
and the pieces are scattered so scarcely,
that its just too hard to pick up,
too hard to piece back.

where the simplest joy isn't man-made,
its when the safety of your loved ones are conveyed to you.

WHEN EVERYONE ELSE IS SUFFERING,HOW CAN YOU AFFORD TO CELEBRATE?

www.1x.com

stop to think,
from time to time,
to remember that there are people living life way worse off than us,
and sometimes,
stop to think how YOU can help.

the world is OURS.
WE are living in it.

Ob-La-Di,Ob-La-Da!

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 03:45:15 GMT

life goes on,yeah.
la la how the life goes on.

yesterday was the boomz!
me and tm,
were at uni qlo at 313@somerset.
shit the sales,
i bought a hell load of stuff.
really,
it was squashedlikethaaaattt.
haha,
we had to queue to get in lah.
and the best thing was that we spent 119 plus in total.
but i had to buy jackets for me,my sisters and dad,
supposedly only using 40 bucks.
HAHA,
but i spent 30+10+10+20 in total....
HAHA,
=70.
damnit haha,
but it was all on sale:(
and we saved 80 bucks in total eh.
so shld be alright.:)
i hope.
HAHA!
i bought two shirts,
jeans,
and a electric blue fleece jacket.
way more ex than the other jackets.
cause the ones that i initlally wanted did not have my damn size.
FAR KING HELLZXZ.
haha.
but,
nvm,
i like the colour:)
BOOMZX.

thailand next week,
PLACE YOUR ORDERS!
haha.

ASHIN HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
meet you for dinner tonight.*winkz winkz*

JET TTM

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 10:01:17 GMT

La Di Di La Di Da,
how did i ever get this far?

KIAMPA!

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 12:56:26 GMT

means qian bian.
was in sch today to help out.
guess i wasn't much of a help,
cause i cant move things,
can only sort-.-"
haha.
PW IS A FAR KING 13ITCH !
)*#%%^$&*#(!
okay.
done,
haha.
MS KOH CUT SHORT HAIR!!!
haha,damn cute lah,
now she looks like a small boy.
AHAHAA!
in case i don't have time to post,

ITS ASHIN'S BIRTHDAY IN THREE DAYS.
his smile rocks.
its like a young child's,
filled with innocence and plain joy.
COME SINGAPORE AND CELEBRATE WITH YOUR WIFE!!!
happy early birthday,ILY:):)

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 15:48:21 GMT

they just dont understand,
why i like it here so much.
because i'm away from YOU people.
because i'm in my own space.
because i don't need to face the crazy things you always ask of me.

K.I.A in love!i'm your target!

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:33:12 GMT

3C YOU'RE ALL THE BEST:):)
i love every class that i was in :)
all so fun and happy go lucky.
we are all so damn bonded:)

haha,
will remember all the burnt marshmellows and the mad things we barbequed,
the crazy half played game of hide and seek,
the unstartable fire-.-,
scrambled eggs cooked by charcoal,
the 炸"蛋",
the thanksgiving session,
and everything else that only memories can tell in a better story than words.

please don't read this if you don't want to spoil your mood.
come to think of it,
i really don't want to grow up,
i want to stay this way,
stay as a class.
don't want to take o levels.
its just a load a crap,
trust me.
you work for four years,
just to sit for a two hour paper,
and get only a number that fk determines your future.
what kind of sick system is that?
hmph.
fffk them.
the hell lah.

NAI-KON?

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 20:09:53 GMT

GOT AN SLR TODAY!!!
D5000,
my god,
i really nvr thought my parents would buy.
they suprised me today,
maybe even changed my perspective of them.
maybe,
just maybe they're not so bad...
oh well,
having fun with it,
today's etched in my memory.:)
~~OMG,ASHIN'S GONNA LOOK SO CLEAR IF I WENT FOR CONCERT!!~~

THESE THREE PPL,
ASHIN,

LEO,

SPHINX,

ARE ALL FROM GROUPS,
AND ARE ALL DESIGNERS.
AND I LIKE THEM ALL.
i didn't even know that they were when i said i liked them-.-
haha,guess i have an eye for guys who are musically talented,
and good designers:),
must be my standard good:)
~~they're all hot,anw;);)~~

SHAKA ROCK!

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 05:05:27 GMT

oh yeah!

think they're damn damn damn damn cool.
haha.
yesterday was out with tm and ophe:):)
to ION,
far east,
ps,
etc...
damn fun,
lunch at some hk cafe,
ophe got a bag at FE,
i got stuff at muji:)
popcorn damn cool!!
and i got cds at westmall before going home,
YOGA LIN!:):)
haha:)

that's jet,
song's start the show,cool right?

START THE SHOW-JET
Running down the alleyway
Stepping on the hearsay
No stopping what you can't stop
They tell me
The push comes to shove
Yeah you don't need a watch to know
What time it is

Don't need a plan
We can fall into it
Just ah
Like a domino
Here we go

We can roll
Rock and soul
You know what time it is now start the show

Build a fire
Watch it grow
You know what time it is now start the show

Driving on the interstate
Licking off a silver plate
Swinging like a heavy-weight
I am free now we can roll with the show
[ Jet Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Yeah you live fast you die alone
Now break the mold

Don't need a plan
We can fall into it
Just ah
Like a domino
Here we go

We can roll
Rock and soul
You know what time it is now start the show

Build a fire
Watch it grow
One, two ,three now baby start the show

We can roll
Rock and soul
You know what time it is now start the show

Ladies and gentlemen we're ready to go
You know what time it is
Start the show

TAIKU.

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 16:48:28 GMT

apples from KL taste real nice.

URGH,DAMN YOU ASHIN,UPDATE YOUR DAMN BLOG!!!!!
I'M FREAK DEPRIVED OF YOUR NEWS!!

makes me so sad:(

i need to know what you're doing damnit!!!

nothing much these days.
haven't been contacting the usual friends of mine,
feel like i've lost the touch of being a good friend.
maybe i'm not even near that.
i'm so damn selfish,
so damn intolerable.
its no wonder i'm such a failure at everything.
heh.

i don't want all these,
i want to be back at sch.
i really miss it badly.
there was so much to do.
now i'm stuck here listening to my mother complaining how tired she is
EVERY.DAMN.TIME.
she's always saying the same things.
its always "i'm so tired,i'm very tired."
and i did tell her,
if you think you are then you really are,
but if you think otherwise then you're not.
damnit,
if you want to complain to me then TAKE MY ADVISE.
you don't know how TIRED WE ARE TOO.
FFFK.
if all you could ever say is negative stuff,
then i think it best for you to shut it up.

Sweet Child O' Mine

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 10:25:42 GMT

today is a SICK IN THE HEAD DAY.
haha,
we are all perverted ppl.
okay.
helped mr seow with his art room spring cleaning just now.
HE CAN MAKE A FORTUNE OUT OF TURNING IT INTO A COCKROACH BREEDING FARM
it was damn well infested and invaded..
hell,
even his acryllic paint had roaches,
and the cupboards are filled with their eggs.
OMG.
damn perverted.
check this:
lx;hey your shirt got happy face,at your stomach.
mr seow;err,i won't say where the eyes are.
!!!
haha,
GAY.

hadn't posted in a LOOOOONG time,
i realised.
MOD 2
DAMN FUN
at night.
haha,rem 1st night,chantel and the HOD room,
the cat,
after that hiding the food in her shirt,
was EFF funny!
then....
was the last night party,
which i kinda missed out,cause
i was DAMN TIRED.
haha,LOADS OF FUN AND LOADS OF CRAP WE DID.
okay,ask me if you want to know...
HAHA.

NB CHALET.
fun also,
but hell was the place creepy.
even my father said so when he went to pick me up/
BBQ,
CYCLING..
beach,
THANKS TO YH AND HER FAMILY FOR COOKING AND SETTING UP FOR US:)
thanks for the fun you netballers gave.
sorry that me and sinwei went off the first night.
WE REALLY CANT HELP IT.
there was sth that yall didnt feel back there.
but oh well,
we're all okay,
thats all that matters.

he's got a smile that it seems to me,
reminds me of childhood memories.
where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky.
now and then when i see his face,
he takes me away to that special place,
and if i stared too long,
i'd probably break down and cry.

yawn..

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 12:52:43 GMT

hai,
830am to 430pm of leadership briefing is EXTREMELY STRAINING.
but it is worthwhile.
guess that there's a lot to learn to be a good leader.
i just hope that i CAN be one of the better leaders.

alissa and nicole came over today.
was a little late,
but was fun:)

can't wait for module 2..
maybe not anymore.
i think i got my menses:(
so good luck during mod 2.
sucks man,
i shld just be a guy and gay with ashin.:)
but either way i'd want to be with him!
HAHA!.
okay,nonsense.

damn tired....
still doing some planning...

o-kay...

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 13:24:34 GMT

hear this:
mum:lixian,do you like bread with magerine(sp)?
lixian:oaky arh,why?
mum:no lah,cause i have a carrot flavoured bread...
?!?!?
the hell has butter got to do with flavoured breads.
HAHA!

okay,
body works,
damn freeaky....
nvm,
damn tired now,
talk tmr,haha,
ppl came to my house today,FUN LIKE MAD,
talk tmr,damn tired,byeee.

hmm.

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:48:49 GMT

okay,
the internet is damn boring,
like nothing to do...
boring...
need to find a meaning in life!!!
ARGH!
need sth to do,
keep me occupied,
music can only do so much,
cause it isn't my life YET.
i'm sure it will be one day:)

ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin ashin:)
haha,
miss him a lot,
idk why.
maybe my brain's not occupied enough..
too much extra space.
HAIX.
BORED BORED.
stalking ashin isn't much fun when the man himself does not update his blog on a regular basis..
:(
SAD LIFE LAH!
JUST UPDATE YOUR BLOG CAN!?!?!

hey!hey!hey!

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 03:23:56 GMT

shit,
early morning high on mai ya tang:)
haha,so cool:)

argh,
stayreal and outerspace are damn expensive!!
lower the prices you dimwits!
rawr,
one shirt costs 50-100 bucks,
damn you designers..
which are..
ASHIN AND LEO.
haha,gay ppl..
leo's damn gross,
haha,
he always has been.
nvm,
too gross for lj,
haha..
ASHIN UPDATE YOUR DAMN BLOG LAH!!

yesterday,
training,
i suck badly,
freaking not concentrrating,
not good,
no stamina..
haix.
lunched with netballers,
towned too.
brought yh to far east with mil...
walked ard too,
nothing much..
then went to ion to get flats.
i plan to design the flats myself:)
haha...blur throughed the whole day,
though.
was damn tired.
sun was hot..

throw it at me.

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 10:50:50 GMT

tired,tired,tired.
so damn sick.
idk,
i just want to open the windows of my house,
and shout
"GO TO HELL !"
and probably get arrested for it.

i am
nothing,
useless,
as my parents say,
as they depict.
see?
you cant even do well in a seven subject combination,
what more can you do?
nothing.
slack,slack,slack.
thats what you're best at.

yep,i'm bipolar.
see that right?
i have always been.

materialistic.
lazy.
rude.
inconsiderate.
stubborn.
irritating.
narrow-minded.

i wouldn't lift a finger even if i could lift the universe.
i wouldn't play the piano even if i knew the song.
i wouldn't start drawing even if i knew how nice it would be.

i'd just stay this way,
who cares?
i bet i'm sick in the head.

cant sleeeeeeeppppp!

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 18:13:24 GMT

shit,
woke up in cold sweat today.
recent flus are doing me bad.
just finished The Hounds Of Baskerville last night,
does no good to help tonight,
trust me.
damn scary.

and so therefore,
i'm up now.

oh well,
going to fb,
mak the full of the time i have,
i guess.
then gonna check on you-know-who;)
hint hint:name starts with A;);)

EXAMS OVER!

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 00:48:02 GMT

but i'm bored..
haha,
suddenly felt as though there was something missing here.
guess its cause i have nothing to do?
nah,
maybe cause i haven't been attending guitar lessons for...
two weeks.
hmm.oh well.

idk why i'm up so early.
my air con was leaking yesterday,
so it was a hot night.
now its fine.

aw,
friday was the best!
haha,
went mad after POA paper,
towned with lydia,yh,tessa,px,caren,
damn fun!
walked ard,
TRIED shopping for M2 clothes,
but gave up..
met tm and amanda after.
went ion...
saw ms koh AGAIN.
haha,saw her once in malaysia...
haa..
thx to caren's dad for sending me to buona vista!

BOREEEDDD/
haha,
sat was fun too..
pepper lunched,
sunteced..
HA,lameness afterwards.
oh well,
boomz.O.o

AHHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHHA!

urgh.

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 10:51:18 GMT

If that's all to living,
I wonder how much more there is to life.not much,i guess.

-clx.

F.U

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 11:24:32 GMT

red lights say stop,
but you're colourblind.

unfair,unfair,unfair.
thats what the world of today is.
not that it wasn't in the past.

i'm gonna piss everyone off one of these days.
honest.
the hell of this world is too much to take.

maybe i've seen much.
its exactly as said during our chinese class.
you don't bloody CARE what i want.
you just care abt what YOU WANT FROM ME.
you put your expectations of yourself on me.
learn what piano when i was six and the doctor wanted to scan my brain for hyperactivity.

what irony.

sometimes i wonder who's the one who really cares.
i mean,
why did i care?
don't worry,
if i'm able to i'd support you back in future.
you don't need to worry,
but what you've done now,
我知道在心里,
记在脑海里.

if you don't know the truth,
please don't give an answer that was made up.
go find the truth.

justice was never justice.
please.
its just a nice word,
makes everything look fair.
deception.
that's just because its an excuse.
a court of law,
is set by humanity.
maintained by humanity.
made up of humanity.
and corrupted by humanity.

a circle goes back to meet the point it started from.
corrupted,corrupted,corrupted.
by humanity.

yesterday.

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 09:15:00 GMT

他妈的,
又冷战了.
天啊,
到何时才能放下这"面子"之武器?

倔强是只巨大的壮牛,
不管地向前冲,
眼神不留一丝恐惧.

不肯服输.

unconditionally.

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 12:35:19 GMT

heyhey,
was gonna look for Hey Jude chords,
so i thought i'd drop by:)

today was screwed.
slept for the first half of the day,
i got poisoned!
by milk.
haha,thats why.
i wasn't feeling well,
pissed many teachers off today,
HA,
its gotta happen once in a while,
or i'd have no life.:)

talk about yesterday.
SEX-EDUCATION @ my house!
siao-ed,super MAD.
laughed and laughed..
netballers,
always the same,
always the best:)
and magnifying mirror!!!!
we shld give that to mildred on her birthday:)

NEW SODAGREEN SONG IS GREAT.
this made me cry,
quite badly.
really nice if you'd think bout the lyrics,
its about PARENTS.

i didn't get it till i read the lyrics.
the mv is wierd,
but they're great.

the tears feel like they're coming again.

他夏了夏天
-蘇打綠

几点钟
结束梦
他按下闹钟
如往常
开始了
一天生活
忙工作
忙收获
早餐吃什麽
他和他
维持齿轮的脉搏

汗水在他的身上化成了彩虹
步伐节奏延续生命的河流
默默在岗位战斗的每个小小英雄
富有和贫穷卑微和伟大相同
他从不害怕自己被人群淹没
中午吃便当是他最大享受

几点钟
也许是
月出的时候
如往常
结束了
一天工作
他心中
幻想着
晚餐吃什麽
家里的让他不怕往前冲

疲累在他的身上化成了笑容
步伐节奏开始不那麽沉重
轻轻旋转着夏天地面闷热的晚风
平凡或特别笨拙或聪明相同
他从不担心自己被世界折磨
甜蜜的负荷是他最大依托

疲累在他的身上化成了笑容
步伐节奏开始不那麽沉重
轻轻旋转着夏天地面闷热的晚风
平凡或特别笨拙或聪明相同
他从不担心自己被世界折磨
甜蜜的负荷是他最大依托

带着笑容的睡意化成了彩虹
在他梦中一口气走上了星空
喧嚣地亮起整个夏天渴望的挥霍
清淡与浓烈好与坏他都尝过
他从不介意自己被命运作弄
按下了闹钟开启另一个梦

[they were never afraid to be looked down upon by society,
they were never afraid to take what the world has to offer on their shoulders,
they'd never be afraid to race forward into anything,
for they'd always want to be the ones to put the grin on your faces,
to be the ones to see that you're happy.
the simplicity of their current lives satisfy them enough,
for the peole at home,
that they term 'family'.]

so,
if ever in the distant future,
you were to find yourself wanting to turn your back against them,
to leave them,
please look again,
to see their lethargic faces,
the white hair on their heads that grew purer with time,
the tired but satisfied eyes that reflect their joy in being in your company,
the wrinkled smile that shows the dimples in her face,
that they never,
ever,
forget to show you.
no matter how difficult,
how rebellious you've been when you were younger.
never forget,
the never ending things that they have done for you,
and that they will always do for you.
and that without them,
you wouldn't have ever existed.

i'm sorry,i've realised my mistake.